| well well well |
[22 Jun 2004|03:03pm] |
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hmm well haven't updated on this journal in a while meh. just haven't felt like it but for some reason i want to now. yea i'm weird. well okie. i want everyone. to comment and tell me what you truly and honestly think of me. whether its mean or nice, doesn't matter. i just want the truth for once. okie laterz all
-crystal
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| new things.... |
[21 Apr 2004|06:25pm] |
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well i made a new lj....so add me
its xbound_insidex
and i have a new sn which is xbound insidex
meh well thats it
i prolly won't be writing in this one anymore so yea laterz all
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| please someone kill me....now! |
[21 Apr 2004|01:36pm] |
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ok so yesterday didn't go to school. went up after school to see everyone. adam came by and we went out driving then went to tinas and me and her talked. i kno shes still mad but at least we're still kool. now if only guys could be as simple. ugh i screwed up again. ruined a friendship, aren't i kool? ugh i can't believe this bullshit. i'm so sick and tired of it all. this is why love is stupid and useless. everyone should just have friends and fuk buddies. and then no one would get hurt or tied down. good plan? right i thought so. now who wants to be my first friend/fuk buddy? ::tina raises hand:: lol yea so today didn't go to school cuz i didn't want to deal with people and there happiness so i'm at home and tina is here and megan should be stopping by, nifty huh? meh i still wanna kill myself. i figure if i wasn't here none of this bullshit would be going on. but i am here but yea so today should suck some more so laterz all
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| i was right....i am a horrible person.... |
[19 Apr 2004|07:25am] |
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well this weekend was quite the crazy. yesterday was pretty horrible all becuz of me basically too. i am so sorry to everyone. i fuked up. i kno i did. i wanted to fix it but that didn't work. i woke up. i made promises and i plan to keep them for now. so yea. i just wanna say i'm sorry....ugh i'm so sorry......
i hate me....
goodbye
....crystal....
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| so much on my mind.... |
[17 Apr 2004|01:54pm] |
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well yesterday was fun then bad then fun then more bad then kinda fun then tiring...ok so went with megan and adam and picked up zack and tj early in the morning. came bak to my house and chilled for a bit. then me and megan went on swings(yay!!!!!!) and talked which was nice. then the guys came bak and we went up to school for tina. then the whole nigger thing was going on again today. its so ridiculous. i wanna get into a fight with them. we should fight bak, this isn't fair. but yea so after school went to megans and chilled there for a little. then zack had to go home. so we took zack home to check in and we were going to chill up there. we get to zacks super late cuz of rush hour. his dad gets all mean and says how zacks not allowed to hang out with me, adam, or tina. but he is allowed to hang out with tj...uhh ok? so he wasn't allowed bak out so i was a lil down. then we went to tj's and chilled and watched movies which was kool. yummmm i cut tj and myself. blood is so yummy to suck and have sucked...anyone else think so? so i got all tired and fell asleep on tj. then byt the time i woke up we had to leave so we did. fun huh? today i'm either going up there or staying in, i dunno yet tho. so yea i'm out laterz all
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| o yea.... |
[14 Apr 2004|03:50pm] |
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I Hate Myself!
i am not pretty
i am not nice
i am not a good friend
i am not a good girlfriend
and i should die....
just thought i would get that out there.
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| bored and the 3rd wheel |
[14 Apr 2004|03:35pm] |
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well today i left after 1st with megan, adam ended up picking us up. we came bak and we're chilling at adams. watched 10 things i hate about you. i need to but that movie. meh after the movie i went online cuz i felt bad for being here. did tj's journal. got a bunch of new icons which i have to change to gif things otherwise they won't work and i'll be very upset. redid my journal but it looks like shyt so i'll redo it when i get my new icons. meh i'm bored and wanna go home cuz i feel out of place. i cannot wait till friday. meh well laterz all
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| all caught up.... |
[13 Apr 2004|04:05pm] |
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well no school today. i was too tired. tina was thinking of coming over but she changed her mind so i was here all day by myself. which was fine cuz i slept all day. i was awake for maybe an hour tops. tj called me this morning which was surprising lol. no call from zack...and then tj called after school and we chatted a bit. i love that kid, hes such a good friend. well i'm hungry so i think i'm gonna eat so laterz all
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| meh shyt happens |
[12 Apr 2004|03:35pm] |
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well today actually went to school cuz adam never showed. i was freezing all day and i have a headache that i was trying to ignore all day but its here and it hurts. and now my plans of seeing zack aren't happening. meh figures. i guess i'll see him this weekend. or rather i hope so. i feel so tired and drained and i feel like no one wants me around anymore. might just be my paranoia but it does seem like people are trying to avoid me. o well i guess.i dunno. i'm just not here today, i tried but i'm just out there. meh bak to sitting in my room listening to music. if u wanna call and chat, that'd be nifty but i can't guarantee i'll be a good conversationalist.....meh laterz all
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| no one wanted me |
[11 Apr 2004|02:01am] |
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well no one wanted to hang out with me today. but then megan randomly showed up and then adam came and we went to ace's work and i talked to her.then we went cruising down delaware ave. then adam dropped us off at our house so he could take tina and everyone else home. so i go online as soon as i get home and megan wants me to meet her so i did. we walked around and then went to the country club and talked with scott and then mike for a bit. then megans friend kapil drove us home at like 12:30. heh. i get home and talk to ace online and was going to meet her and sleep over but as soon as i'm about to leave my mom comes home and ruins it. so now i'm a lil aggravated but o well. so ace met me at my house and we caught up a bit . and then she went home and i'm here bored. i'm prolly gonna go watch a movie or something even tho no one really cares what i'm gonna do so laterz all
i'm a heartless bytch....ask anyone who has a dick anyhow.....muahz
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| well well well |
[10 Apr 2004|12:14pm] |
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well things are kinda better. i'm not in as bad a mood as i have been in so yay! and i'm not so pissed off at myself. yesterday was a lot of fun well for the most part anyhow. went to tj's with tina. her brother drove us which was kool of him. and zack was allowed out so i wasn't the third wheel so yay lol. but i had a lot of fun. we saw a side of tj that was quite interesting lmao. not sure what i'm doing today. i wanna go to the movies but people don't have money and i don't have enough to pay for anyone and i doubt i can get any money off of my mom cuz she got the mail from bucks county court and i have to pay a $400 fine. can u believe that? how the fuk am i supposed to get $400. thats fuken crazy and not fair. meh i'm hoping i can get a job but i dunno. gotta talk to someone meh. well bak to what i'm doing today, prolly hanging out with tina and adam and whoever else. meh i'm bored with my lj. i think i'm gonna change it again lol. meh well laterz all
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| kill me..... |
[09 Apr 2004|01:06pm] |
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ok well things were good and then of course they got so bad. saw zack yesterday which made me so happy but then we got to megans and way too much happened. i hate to be a wimp but i really can't handle all this shyt. i hate myself so much right now. i just wanna meh i won't tell anyone. meh i dunno whats going on today. i guess i'm done meh have a great day everyone! at least i'm sure everyone elses will be better than mine. weeeee. laterz all
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| love stinks..... |
[05 Apr 2004|08:57pm] |
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well last nite was fun until the dropping off of zack but meh. i hate his parents. i don't understand anything anymore. and i hate love. but yea today sucked too, except zack called me and that made me happy. the only time i can talk to him is while hes in school, how horrible. went out with tina, adam, meggie, and kevin. we went to barnes and noble yay! i got books finally. that made me happy but i hate thinking. and i kno i won't be able to sleep 2nite. o well i suppose. at least i'll have something to do all nite now. meh well i'm done for now.....laterz all
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[04 Apr 2004|04:06pm] |
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at megan and jackies
woke up super later
forgot that it was even later becuz of daylight savings time
going to zacks and chilling up there 2nite
meh but last nite was fun
laterz all
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| stole from sam and everyone should do it pwease! |
[03 Apr 2004|05:49pm] |
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- I ____ Crystal .
- Crystal is ____.
- If I were alone in a room with Crystal , I would ____.
- I think Crystal should ____.
- Crystal needs ____.
- Crystal will never ____.
- I want to _____ Crystal .
- Crystal can ____ my _____.
- When I think about Crystal , I ____.
- Someday Crystal will _____.
- Crystal reminds me of _____.
- Without Crystal , ____.
- Memories of Crystal are ____.
- Crystal can be ____.
- ____ is how I describe meeting Crystal .
- Worst thing about Crystal is ____.
- Best thing about Crystal is _____.
- Crystal _____.
- I read Crystal's journal because _____.
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| yay no puking by me! |
[03 Apr 2004|05:12pm] |
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until the day i die-story of the year |
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yesterday-
mall
drinking
angela-hospital
me-police station
everyone else- bak to megan and jackies
everyone was sick
no one is in trouble so yay!
yea crazy nite
2nite-
zack came over
went to eat
now i'm at megan and jackies
staying here 2nite
drinking cuz i'm an idiot like that lol
hopefully sleeping over
and yea then it'll be sunday
laterz all
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| quick review and god i'm so girly today |
[31 Mar 2004|09:28pm] |
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woke up late
eric didn't come over cuz he hates me
zack called just to say he loves me(awwwwww)
scott did come over
ozzy made me feel special for his calling me princess
jesse is awesome cuz hes making me a mix
megan and adam made me feel special for coming by
tj(zacks friend) made me feel like i'm actually a good friend (thanks hun)
wow can we actually say....good day
well i hope 2morrow turns out how i want it to laterz all!
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| la di da |
[30 Mar 2004|06:14pm] |
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monday-
stayed home, tina, megan, and jackie came over. we all chilled. they left and i sat around and was sick and cryed....boring
tuesday(today)-
stayed home and slept all day. met my mom ate dinner. got the movie thirteen. got amused becuz the lady carded me cuz the movie is rated R. got a new cd. tchaikovsky. excerpts from ballets. oy i wish i could go to an actual ballet. god that would be so amazing o well. came home. did megan's journal. hope she likes if not i'll redo it. now i'm going to go upstairs and watch my movie and wait for zack to call.
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| stole this from sam |
[29 Mar 2004|03:52pm] |
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[.001. ] first name: Crystal
[ .002. ] middle name: Anne
[ .003. ] last name: Singer
[ .004. ] nickname(s): Crys, Moonlight, the devil...
[ .005. ] gender: female
[ .006. ] age: 16
[ .007. ] birthday: august 5th, 1987
[ .008. ] height: 5'3 or 5'4
[ .009. ] hair color: naturally blonde, now its brown
[ .010. ] eye color: greenish, hazel
[ .011. ] race: caucasion
[ .012. ] do you wear glasses or contacts: no
[ .013. ] do you have braces: no
[ .014. ] is your hair long or short: short
[ .015. ] where were you born: philly
[ .016. ] current location: ne philly
[ .017. ] zodiac sign: Leo
[ .018. ] how many languages do you know: english, some polish
[ .019. ] nationality: polish, czech, irish, italian...i'ma mutt!
[ .020. ] bad habits: hitting people....being a bytch..etc.
[ .021. ] piercings you have: ears
[ .022. ] piercings you want: meh more ears, maybe tummy
[ .023. ] tattoos you have: none yet
[ .024. ] tattoos you want: a moon and star, a bleeding black or purple rose, a spider w/ spiderweb.
[ .025. ] today's date: 3/29
[ .026. ] the time: 4:04
[ .027. ] ready for a bunch more questions: meh w/e
: : family : :
[ .028. ] mother's name: margaret
[ .029. ] Father's name: dunno
[ .030. ] step-parent's names: no step-parents
[ .031. ] brother(s)'s name(s): patrick
[ .032. ] sister(s)'s name(s): no sister
[ .033. ] favorite aunt: my aunt flo
[ .034. ] favorite uncle: my uncle tim
[ .035. ] favorite grandparent: my only pop-pop
[ .036. ] worst relative: my uncle dave, my grandmom
[ .037. ] best relative: my cousins
[ .038. ] do you get along with your parents: sometimes
[ .039. ] does anyone in your family understand you?: heh yea ok.
. : private life : .
[ .186. ] do you have a boyfriend or girlfriend: yes
[ .187. ] do you have a crush: yes
[ .188. ] do you love anyone right now: yes
[ .189. ] have you ever been in love: yes twice
[ .190. ] how many people have you kissed: meh never counted
[ .191. ] who was your first kiss: this kid in 7th or 8th grade(i 4get)...yea i was a lil late about it
[ .192. ] how many hearts of have you broken: 1 or 2
[ .193. ] how many people broke your heart: too many
[ .194. ] best quote to sum up love: it hurts like a bytch and you can never get rid of it...
[ .195. ] so what is your bf/gf/crush like: hes the sweetest guy possible...
[ .196. ] do you have a picture of him/her: yea
[ .197. ] please post it if you do: can't
[ .198. ] do you have a picture of yourself: yea
[ .199. ] please post it if you do:can't
[ .200. ] do you go by looks or personality: personality but looks don't hurt
[ .201. ] ever kiss a friend: yea
[ .202. ] are you still friends: yea
[ .203. ] do you smoke regularly: no
[ .204. ] do you smoke weed regularly: no
[ .205. ] ever trip on acid: no
[ .206. ] how about a a little x: no
[ .207. ] crack, heroin: no
[ .208. ] beer good or beer bad: tastes nasty
[ .209. ] are you the sissy who drinks wine coolers: sometimes lol
[ .210. ] do you like smirnoff ice: yea
[ .211. ] prefer beer or liquor: liquor
[ .212. ] what kind of cigarettes do you smoke: i don't they're nasty
[ .213. ] are you a virgin: nope
[ .214. ] if no, when was the last time you got some: saturday
. : would you ever : .
[ .215. ] bungee jump: yea
[ .216. ] sky dive: yea
[ .217. ] swim with dolphins: yes!
[ .218. ] scuba dive: yea
[ .219. ] go rock climbing: yea
[ .220. ] eat shit for $1,000,000: ew i dunno
[ .221. ] turn your back on your friends for personal gain: never
[ .222. ] steal a friend's boyfriend/girlfriend: never
[ .223. ] cross-dress: sure
[ .224. ] lie to the police: yea, i have
[ .225. ] run from the police:yea
[ .226. ] lie to your parents: yea i have
[ .227. ] walk up to a stranger and kiss them: meh sure, if they were cute lol
[ .228. ] be an exotic dancer: yea
[ .229. ] walk out of a restaurant without paying: yea, i have
[ .230. ] streak: yea
. : your friends : .
[ .231. ] closest to: hmm zack
[ .232. ] known longest: ace, and manda
[ .234. ] wish you saw more: zack
[ .235. ] how many friends do you think you have: a few good ones
[ .236. ] who drives you insane after a while: ace lol
[ .237. ] who can you stay around forever and never get sick of: zack, adam, eric, any of my guy friends lol
[ .238. ] ever lose a good friend because you took it to the 'next level': no
[ .239. ] craziest: all of us are crazy...lol
[ .240. ] loudest: any of us can be loud as all hell
[ .241. ] shyest: jackie
[ .242. ] best hair: lil sam
[ .243. ] can always make you laugh: zack, adam, eric
[ .244. ] best eyes: jackie, tina, zack, ace, chris, etc. etc.
[ .245. ] best body: tina lol
[ .246. ] most athletic: uhhhh no one lol
[ .247. ] sex symbol: megan lol
[ .248. ] hot tempered: adam
[ .249. ] most impatient: me?
[ .250. ] shortest: lil sam or steve....
[ .251. ] tallest: adam, ozzy, jesse, or anyone whos taller than me lol
[ .252. ] talented: zack, jackie, almost everyone is talented in some way
[ .253. ] best singer: nicole, tina, jackie, tj lol
[ .254. ] skinniest: ugh everyone cept me umm no but seriously everyone is overly skinny
[ .255. ] nicest: they all can be nice if u catch them at the right time lol
[ .256. ] best personality: i love everyones personality, if i didn't i wouldn't be friends with them
[ .257. ] biggest drug user: probably like john and them
. : the last : .
[ .306. ] thing you ate: wings
[ .307. ] thing you drank: coke
[ .308. ] thing you wore: my carebear pajama pants and a black long sleeve t-shirt
[ .309. ] place you went: tinas
[ .310. ] thing you got pierced/tattooed: my tongue
[ .311. ] person you saw: tina
[ .312. ] person you kissed:zack
[ .313. ] person you fucked: zack
[ .314. ] person you talked to: tina
[ .315. ] song you heard:evanescence-my immortal
[ .316. ] person you saw that you havent seen in a while: zack
[ .316. ] what are you eating: nothing
[ .317. ] what are you drinking: coke
[ .318. ] what are you wearing: carebear pj pants and black t-shirt
[ .320. ] hair:down?
[ .321. ] listening to: show-buffy
. : Goodbye : .
[ .322. ] What time is it now?: 4:21
[ .323. ] how much time did you waste?: 17 minutes
[ .324. ] any last words?: "you can close your eyes to things you don't want to see, but you can't close your heart to things you don't want to feel"
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| hyperventilating is just not fun! |
[27 Mar 2004|10:06am] |
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ok so last nite started out so great. adam picked me up and then tina and we went to the mall. when we got there lil steve, fred, amy, paul, ryan, dave, etc. were all there. they went to eat. then jesse came and we walked around the mall. tina disappeared then we found her and went to eat. then she drifted to steve and them. then nicole came and she went with them. so its me, adam, and jesse just chilling. then alley and brit came. adam and them got candy necklaces and shyt. yum! then we started drinking. hehe. steve and tina came over and asked me to go to the movies and i was going to and nicole was going to come with but then the idea of drinking is just so much more appealing lol.so me and nicole grabbed my bottle and went outside by the bus stop to wait for katie and layla(by the by layla doesn't hate me yay! lol). that was a really fun convo. then katie and layla got there and they drank. kinda felt bad for eric thanks by the way eric! we all walked around. chilled outside cuz it was just too fuken hot in that mall. got with some people. people who are very good kissers heh. then eventually i walked away with jesse and eric came of course. and we got some smirnoff for me. which i didn't finish grrr lol. but when we got bak ozzy was going crazy. apparently he wanted to beat up jesse for stupid reasons. jesse disappeared. i started flipping. crying. hyperventilating. etc. etc. ugh that was the bad part of the nite. ugh i just couldn't catch my breath. well now i kno that i shouldn't get too upset cuz thatz what happens. ugh i'm so pissed at all my guys. i mean sure i didn't mean to worry people but seriously. i can take care of myself and you all kno it. ugh but yea then the nite slowly got better. cept apparently the one kid busted in jesse's windsheild. who does that? pussies. ugh. yea rode home with adam and tina. got taco bell! hehe. when i got home called zack. and we talked until 1 or 2. funny convo. but yea. couldn't sleep after i got off the phone with him. kept having weird ass dreams. i don't kno whats up with my sub-concsious lately. meh ok well today is going to be so much fun. i hope anyhow! but i'm off laterz all
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| + side- its beautful out....thanks tina |
[26 Mar 2004|12:48pm] |
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no music...just thoughts...o0o fun? |
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oy well today is friday. yay! i can't till 2nite cuz i'm going to get so fuken drunk. hehe. i just want everything out of my head. ya kno? meh i'm so pissed at zack. and if hes grounded i'm going to be so much pissed at him. but no one wants to hear that stupid shyt. so yea i'm trying to decide what to wear. i think i kno tho. hehe. its a good thing i have boobs otherwise i would look so horrible in the things i wear....lol anyhow. ok well i'm cold and i need a shower and shyt so i'm off laterz all
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| merow...taco bell 2morrow!!!!!!! |
[25 Mar 2004|07:48pm] |
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well today woke up, talked with tina. steve and eric met me here at my house and we took the bus to tinas. scott walked in the same time as steve. joe couldn't come. i felt so bad for scott cuz it was tina and steve and me and eric just chilling all day. we watched movies and ate food. then went home around 5. i went to the mall cuz i had to meet up with my mom. ended up seeing steve, fred, and amy. apparently i'm going to the senior prom with steve. but who knows if he'll change his mind again. meh no biggie. but yea talked with them for a lil then went to eat with my mom. yup more food. but yea now i'm home talking with people. and 2morrow adam said we're going to get taco bell. everyone is going to the mall and i can't wait and i'm hoping zack will be there but who knows. if not 2morrow then def. saturday. god i hate missing him so much o well. i'm done rambling....laterz all
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| this amused me....my brother.... |
[23 Mar 2004|09:09pm] |
X purple tears X [9:01 PM]: adam i wuv you mister
Bob Da Bilder985 [9:01 PM]: yea i kno
X purple tears X [9:01 PM]: thats not the response i was looking for meanie
Bob Da Bilder985 [9:02 PM]: i luv u to crystal woman
X purple tears X [9:02 PM]: lol thank you
don't ya just love ur brothers lol meh ok well i'm done laterz all
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| its only tuesday....ugh |
[23 Mar 2004|08:32pm] |
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well today was another day. got to first realitively early. played with my friends phone while he played with my game boy. went to second lunch got into a fight with chris cuz he doesn't wanna bring an id out anymore, that and apprently i don't sit with them yadayadayada. 3rd went to the library with manda, kristin, and chris. another fight with chris. talked prom with manda and kristing even tho i'm not going. i hope everyone has a lot of fun. 4th was my lunch. talked with paul and travis and frankie then talked with tina and them and then sat with eric and john. 5th another lunch. had scott buy me more food. ugh i ate too much today. i have to start eating less. o well. as long as everyone stays friend with me when i'm fat i suppose i'll be fine heh. see thats why i stay with zack lol, he'll stay with me if i get fat....i hope. meh anyhow. 6th and 7th burger king. another fight with chris. i dunno whats going on there but i suppose it'll go away soon. after school got a ride home from steve cuz i'm a lazy bytch. then took a nap and woke up like 15 minutes ago. ugh. i'm hoping zack will call,i wanna talk to him but hes probably being gay and is asleep or out o well. meh i'm gonna go watch tv or something i guess. roar i wish my mom worked day 2morrow. meh she works nite, if anyone wants to chill tell me. i need to go out ugh. ok well laterz all
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| guess whut? i rule all and i love zack so much that all you other ppl can suck my nads!!!!!!! |
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doobie doobie doo....well, interesting...heh, i'm crystal! look! i can do things!!!weeeeeeeeee.. duh........................
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well now, guess whut? i'm the bestest girlfriend in the world and i loved by zack sooooo much its insane..i love him to ofcourse, the little shit.... suprised i havent dumped his ass yet...well, a break is close enough...i miss him. i bet he doesn miss me...no, i think he does, i bet he misses me so much that all he does is think about me and he tells every other girl to fuck opff and not to try anything with him and he'd do anythign for me....
well, rambling so i plan to change the subject....
hey, everyone should go here and laugh your ass off....
http://www.albinoblacksheep.com/flash/weeee.php
so yea i love zack, he's the bestest greatest most super godlike person and i love him..and he plays guitar. ha! fuck yous, i win, he's mine, always n forever!
weeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!
crystal
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[21 Mar 2004|05:44pm] |
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well today did not turn out how i wanted it to at all. o yea i can't wait till this weekend. if plans don't work out how i want i'm kidnapping him and hes never allowed home. anyone wanna help me? good. meh hes not happy with me anyhow. stupid breaks. they're pointless but they happend but i'm rambling and i need to go lie down cuz my stupid bak is fuken killing me. o yea we don't have school till 10:45 2morrow. yay. everyone should meet in a certain place in the gym, cuz us retards have 10th gr. advisories ok only me. o well i'm done laterz all
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| X-10 X-10!!! lmao |
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well last nite wasn't as good as friday but it certainly had its events. went up there with jackie, and angela. no one was really there so we just walked around for a bit. then alley came and then we found ozzy and everyone. we all wanted to get fuked up. ozzy was supposed to bring jack daniels...he didn't. then jesse showed up with my smirnoff and then he dissappeared after i went to show jackie. meh so then me and alley drank almost all of the 2 liter. yum but that only got us slightly buzzed so we were upset and still wanted to get fuked up. pills were out of the question cuz thats not good to mix. so we smoked weed. that only got us partially high. so i was still pissed so we just ended up walking around the mall. so around 10 we were sitting in front of hot topic (they were the only free benches) and some security guy tells us to leave cuz the mall is closing so we all get up and everyone starts walking towards the food court, and i wait and yell at everyone saying that they're going the wrong and i don't wanna walk all the way around. well the guy starts telling me to leave and i told him i waiting for my friends to turn bak around well he got an attitude so i got an attitude so i started walking towards everyone. and what do they do, they start walking bak to where i just was and started towards the bus. ok so i was mad and i was yelling shyt to everyone. so he guy starts following me and saying X-10 into his walkie talkie like hes someone important. so i start telling everyone thats he thinks hes special and shyt and that we're kool cuz we're getting an escort. what can i say. when i'm pissed i'm a smart ass. so when we get outside he walks me to a cop. i'm like wtf. this is retarded. apparently you can get in trouble for cursing. and cops get pissed if u tell them that if ur mom lets you do something it overrides the law. lmao. o well. so they get my "name", and my "address" and my "phone number" lmao. and i'm not allowed in neshaminy ever again. i find it funny cuz like 2 weeks ago this kid tripper that i kno got caught drinking and was banned for a year. i curse and i'm banned forever. wow society has great rules. fuken dumbasses. o yea guys are pussies. i wanted to beat someone up on the bus so i ask ozzy and terry if i can beat them up and they both said no cuz they kno i'll hurt them esp. since i'm pissed. meanies. how else was i gonna let out my anger. o well. so today i'm not sure what i'm doing. i wish i was gonna see zack. but hes grounded from coming down here. god thats fuked up. o well. but yea today im probably going to jackies or something. not completely sure yet so yea i'm gonna go.shower time! laterz all!
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well last nite went to the mall with eric, bre, garrett, and drew. got there and adam, allie, and jesse were there. we walked around. drank some stuff that jesse had. yummmmm 99 apples, everclear(i think), and sprite. (see manda we should have gotten 99 apples instead of bananas ewww) but yea no movie. but its kool i had fun walking around with everyone. cuz after a bit jackie, sharon, angela, and meggie and everyone got there. so i was so happy to see everyone. course there was more drinking between all this. hehe i love being a lightweight. after a bit the taste of the shyt was getting to my throat so i got some smirnoff yummm. more drinking....went bak into the mall. saw steve and sam and everyone. saw my jeff whom i have to write bak. heh. ok so lets get to the ride home. got a ride with jesse. he drove me, jackie, sharon, allie, and angela home. ok first off i just wanna say how proud i am because i am the first girl jackie has ever gotten with. i think i need props for that lol. and i was dogged for the first time by angela(i think i could be getting names wrong lol) but yea it was crazy jesse was driving and we're all making out and shyt lmao. good times tho thats for sure. hmmm i think thats really all the major highlights. so i think i'm gonna go. gotta finish wash and find clothes to wear. so laterz all..... o yea 10 months with zack yesterday. doesn't even seem like that matters anymore but thats a completely different subject....laterz!!
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| please fill out....if you love me you will...... and i'll love you even more if you do heh....mauhz! |
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1. Do you have any nicknames for me?
2. How long have you known me?
3. What's your first memory of me?
4. Name one thing you don't like about me.
5. Name one thing you do like about me.
6. Name a few memories we share.
7. If we'd hang out this weekend, what would we do?
8. What's something that reminds you of me?
9. Name somthing that i love.
10. Anything you want to tell me but scared to?
11. Whats my favorite show?
12. Whats a song that reminds you of me?
13. Name me in 5 adjectives.
14. Are we closer now? or did we used to be closer?
15. Is there anything you want change between us?
16. What is one thing i usually say/do?
17. Name a funny moment between us.
18. Are we going to be friends in 5 years?
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